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A Year of Regret (Demo)
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well, i'm tired of crying about everything
going wrong in my life and wanting to scream
if it really has meaning and it's not just a bit
then i'll get off my soapbox and stop feeling like shit
all i do is write about romance and gore
and how i wish that I could keep you from walking out the door
but reality is that im dying from shame
if anything meant anything i'd have something to blame
--chorus?--
my life is a series of self inflicted events
that have left me all alone and chasing my rent
checks out of my bank account and right out the door
if i don't get it right this time i'll sleep on the floor
of the living room where i thought that i'd died
from the nasty ass feeling that i had when i tried
that edible after i said i was sober
and i just can't believe that my life isn't over
yet somehow i still wish that my life was over
i shouldn't feel surprised that my life isn't over
all i wanted was a life like they have on the screens
they say don't meet your heroes, now i know what that means
i've been drunk, i've been lonely, tried to end my own life
and j know what it's like to stare at a knife
and wish you didn't have to resist the urge
to plunge ever deeper and sever a nerve
to gather a feeling, a sense of control
but no matter what i do, i'm back in the hole
They say Gerard had no clothes to pack
cause when we went to Japan he wouldn't be back
and I've heard all the stories of stars dying young
But maybe, just maybe, I don't have to be one
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Hospital, Hospital, Hospital bed
you'll find me laying there before i'm dead
from choking the bottle and crashing my car
or otherwise trying but going too far
****
I'm done with feeling shame
my head is all to blame
but i won't live a lie
this shit has ruined my life
****
crying, crying, crying, crying, crying
I know you won't forgive me, but can you please get off of my neck
****
who could've known things would get this bad, it's not like it's happened ten times before
****
didn't want to hurt eachother
and if i could i'd never do it again
wish i had treated you better
cause now i'm mourning my friend
****
I won't hurt myself again
I'll leave you alone for now
I hope someday that we can be friends
I'll give you your space for now
and I hope you're doing your best
I hope this isn't the end
No matter what you're always my friend
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headsick Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania
My name is Kassie. I write songs about how I feel. I hope your experiences do not mirror mine
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